Next week at this time i'd be sleeping n getting up in a few hours time to get ready for IAP e following day! i'll be back in 3 days time, looking v much forward to~ im all chooped upon my return..

fri is gonna be
dads fetching me from airport in e late aftn n then to different places that i will need to go, all e way to e late evening to do my hair then n i sure hope to meet my girls even for a short while would be good enough!

sat gonna be
seeing doc in e morning, lunch w dad in e aftn, meeting jer before svc(?) n yes, church afterward, my cellgroup mem!!!!!!

sun would be
bfast w mom (n yes i wanna spend time w my dogs! esp my wawa~), my own free time in e aftn till evening n dinner w ziguo n jaked.

i foresee e adjustments i gotta make upon my return n all e tight schedules. jobs on e list waiting for my reply. oh boy.. busy! not too busy for God pls, shan! :

i must say this is e toughest 2 months for me! shed quite abit of tears, learned quite abit of lessons etc. but im glad that God put me through this fire cos i know out of it will come a beautiful masterpiece of His! Amen :)) everything happens for a reason and nothing can happen without Gods consent. looking on e brighter side, tho i din make as many friends as e rest, im contented to have developed some quality friendships! to me, its not e no. of friends that i have made that matters but e quality of e friendship. i'd rather have more "better-friends" to just have lots of "casual friends". i choose n i select who to be my friends.

come what may,

i have God on my side..

i have God as my defender..

i have God as my helper..

i have God as my comforter..

i have God as my friend..

i have God as my Aba..

i dont need to gain e whole world..

i dont need to have alot of friends..

i dont need every1 to be on my side..

even if e world come crashing down on me..

even if every1 turns their back on me..

i'd still be strong..

i'd still be fine..

i'd still be happy..

i'd still be that 'salmon' that chooses to swim against e current, to swim upstream..

cos I'd chose to be so..

cos if it is to be, it is up to me..

cos He alone is enough for me..

Amen.