Life hasnt been e same since ive been transferred out to a new company a month ago for my internship - its a heaven n hell difference between e 2 companies.

ETI (former company)

• air-conditioned office is as good as NO aircon; adding unto it, u dont even get to have e fan at times due to limited power plug
  
• NO blinds / curtains to keep e afternoon sun away - i'd gone blind if i stay there longer
  
• allow us to on e radio at a volume only dogs / bats can hear it
• make noise when we come back 5-10mins late from lunch
• expected to reach workplace early n not to leave on e dot
• e boss doesnt talk but shouts n yells 99% of e time
  
• particularly for me; when i talk to n laugh w e rest, he complains that im not serious. when i keep quiet, he said im solemn n dont communicate w e rest. talk? talk not?
  
• he yeks n criticizes almost all e time whether works done up to or not up to his standard
  
• works expected to be completed at e minimal time using a intel celeron lappy
  

*above r not exaggerated.

ABMC (my current company)

• colleagues laugh n joke w me
  
• always have lunch together
  
• e ppl here cut fruits for me, give me muffins for tea
  
• e boss gives me choc, muffins, bring distilled water from his house for me, ask me play games when ive got nothing to do
  
• ask me to blast e radio
  
• e best thing is there r blinds n e a.i.r.c.o.n.d.i.t.i.o.n.e.d room :)

supposed to go e doc today but i woke up only at around 1600 today. dont be too quick to "wow!" cos i slept only 12hours, which i consider minimal? was listening to pst kongs sermon ytd n he talks abt over-eating, over-spending etc. i wonder if 12hours consider over-sleeping? :S

back to my fingers, my sis said thank God its e left n not e right fingers that ive hurt. told them it doesnt make a difference to me cos i could use both my left n right hand to eat n write :) so if i were to lose my right hand, i could still use my left hand. n if i were to lose both, thank God i still have my feet! haha. i'd better start train using them :p

as i grow, ive been thinking if this is all i want? - friends.

yes..

.. i love...

.. all e moments....

.. i spent.....

.. w all......

.. my friends........

but they're not my all. yes, friends r impt but they're not all that i want. w tears streaming down as i pray earlier, i find myself telling God something i'd nv tell Him before..

"i love my dad.. i love my mom..

.. i love irene.. i love rose...

.. i love rina.. i love serene..."

sure they've hurt n disappoint me, but havent i too? e more i confess, e more i will find myself loving them. i want to position myself to love them more :)

i still love even as its broken - cos they're my all..