blogging out of my mind. random, random.

I like to read, doing quite abit of reading nowadays. but i do get tired of reading books at times. i feel ive got all e head knowledge, but thats not all that i want. im longing for that experiential knowledge. just like e word of God, say u got all e head knowledge on forgiveness but deep down inside of u, u just cant or find it a challenge to forgive certain ppl. y so? no experiential knowledge!

get some more n more self-help books? read n read some more n its not gonna help u any better cos its e issue of e heart! u can read all u want, get all e knowledge u have BUT still not able to live out to what u want, in this case, prob forgiveness. bcos all u need n what u lack is ginosko.

im billingual in love languages. quality time n words of affirmation is my love language, so if u want speak to me in a loving way, u'd better spend more time w me n give me more words of affirmation :) u can find alice getting superrr annoyed when ppl waste her time (late for meetings, ask her out n dont talk? etc..), or c her getting upset over an unfrutiful outing. comes to word of affirmation, she gets rather defensive when being criticized or many times, left feeling insignificant, inferior n inadequate.

i want to post pics :(( my dearie lappy.. come to back to shanshan :(((