How is it possible for a general rship to be authentic where one is impassive w fences of emotional walls yet to be pulled down?

I dont agree n nv will to putting only a portion of my heart to loving some1. I'd rather not love to love half-heartedly. I understand e principle of sowing n reaping; to whatever I sow, I'll reap. may not necessarily be e present but e latter harvest? I'm not gonna look back someday n sigh, "... mr xx is such a nice guy, I should have love n cherish him more!" not in my encyclopedia.

I say,

"e ne plus ultra of love is to respect e decision of that 1 person u loved unconditionally, even at e cost of being shortchanged."

bcos I love, so I let go. I love, so I refused to hurt. its no nobility, but love.

im simple. i dont need to better n further describe myself. emo.. emo...